I came to realize more things when I’m about to hit 21, this world is a cruel cruel world. and i learn not to be the naive me anymore. Sometimes, the only person you could ever trust is God by having faith.
I myself can’t even trust myself sometimes. I think that this life of mine is indeed a heavy burden to carry through, of all the obstacles that come and go, didn’t expect it could be that bad. so well, In order to survive, learn to be a bitch. you could win in anything. learn to be a boot-licker as well, you can win too. DON’T even speak the word fair in the first place, no one will take your words seriously at all. Were all selfish, even if you aren’t, learn to be! and be smart to think which situation you are having.
And yet once again, I envy people who are happy go lucky way. you don’t even need to stress yourself nor think about so much of the things and just go forth, follow the wind. Count your blessing before you talk about your life to people.
I’m still searching my talent…..I can’t….give…. up YET!
But what do i fear most? R.E.G.R.E.T.S.
And to that person who you know me or might not know, but i know you, I just wanna say, where is your consciences? you are causing problems to people just to fill your hand with that sum of money? Please stop doing this and L.E.A.V.E . Know your problems and stop throwing your problems to people. You turn people upside down. you are horrible!